i failed last week's chinese mock, and to think it was those MCQ-styles
i did reasonably well for my Chinese compo
i did okay for Chem test
yeah, so many test papers we got back, and more tests to come. Physics and SS on Friday. screw Physics okay, dammit.
18:26
didn't expect dad to be home
ignore the school
watched Just For Laughs Gags, and there was this penguin thing which was totally hilarious i couldn't stop laughing. but the strange thing is, i didn't find it funny at all, but i just kept laughing. man, i never laughed so hard before la. i must be like under immense stress or something.
italian salad dressing plus toasted bread, yum (:
i'm not in the mood la
18:12
shuhan: nah, why would i need to pay for my own music scores? haha, not working yet what.
Saturday night, watched Cheetah Girls 2. man, it's better than the first (: switched to Ghost Hunters halfway through. man, that show rocked. haha, 2 day investigation plus unexplainable stuff found -shudders- haha, way cool :D and then, watched Asean Cup after that. i know, freaking lame, but i couldn't help it la. i've been so far away from soccer for oh-so long ):
church was alright. Some totally talented people looking totally cool ;D oh, so much cameo man! orange & purple is so weird, but heck, i don't care :D went home after cell. mrt ride was shortlived. well, good things are shortlived. and that was way too good. 2 feet away and i think i could just faint. Tanah Merah to Paya Lebar isn't very far. and whalao, i'd rather take the train home la. but whatever, i shall stop dwelling on the past and move on.
today was whatever. Physics was damn irritating. PE was alright. sprints were okay but not my thigh's like strained ): touch rugby drills after that :/ Maths was okay, i forgot my graph book! i love transformation :D it's like, i get to colour. and because of that, i have this strange desire for a colouring book :/ No English, whoohoo!
went Harbour MRT with Dolly, she needed to top-up her card. then walked to Old Chang Kee :D i bought a popiah today. like man, i'm totally addicted to the stuff. i'm an OCK fan, haha.
i've planned out my CNY outfits, i want red shoes :D for those of you who are thinking 'clown shoes', you can just go die. not clown shoes la, red pumps or heels or something. you know, those stuff that you'll wear once in a year kinda thing xD for me, that is. if not, fine, i can settle for white heels. the same old boring ones. cos i'm not going Bata for my shoes man, ugh.
remember the last time my iPod headphones had problem, i went to change and they gave me the 1st generation ones. man, they suck luh, it's superbly uncomfortable. i wish i had the 2nd gen's one back ): but yeah, i'm gonna save up, and i'm going to get myself the 2nd gen headphone :D and if i can't afford, i'll just buy the earpads, different colours, totally intriguing.
two tests on Friday. damn irritating. especially the Physics one. PROBLEMATIC!
technically, i've yet to complete my homework. Binomial Theorem lor. but it's been so long since i've last used the com at this kinda timing.
missed the last part of 'Let It Shine' today. but man, Zhiji and Xishi. that'll be totally cute luh :D
22:45
okay, i've been MIA for so long. can you imagine, 3 days without touching the computer, i wonder how i survived. but yeah, i was too busy with homework, tuition, CCAs and meetings.
yesterday had Maths Peer Tutoring. aw dammit, i just remembered i have a dumb log worksheet to do. but haha, everyone had the same mentality 'the longer you take to do the worksheet, the lesser time there is for training' so yeah, nobody wanted to attend trainings. DUH
i don't feel like blogging la. i feel like i need to go get a life right now, away from school :/
16:38
i was studying History last night, WW1. and omg, i laughed when i read ' the loss of American lives angered many Americans, who urged their government to join the war against Germany.' like, man, i know it's not funny la. but see it this way, if America didn't get mad, it wouldn't be so worldwide. but heck, it's history. that was the past, we're living the present, awaiting the future. so who dwells on the past, move on people!
and yeah, modern history is so damn interesting, seriously (:
after weeks of pretended/planned studying, yesterday was the first day i actually studied. and man, it was, not boring. haha, amazing man. perhaps i shall study some more. great motivation :D damn, i dread what's coming up the next few days. cca and house practice. man, it can't get better than that. BOO
school was pretty okay today. but man, so many subjects, i felt overloaded with vast amounts of books. History was a shocker, wrong textbook. like sheesh, wrong textbook. yes, i'm trying to put great emphasis on that. we were meant to use the old book la, and now i'm feeling.. actually, i'm feeling indifferent. man, $24.65 down the drain. pfft, we better be compensated man, by the school and not Ms Vino, cos i don't blame her.
Maths test was like, omg! i didn't know there was going to be histograms, so i couldn't exactly remember what frequency density was. so yikes, i hope i pass well enough.
Lit was, whatever. kept talking with Shirley about food. haha, she made a list (for i don't know what reason) of Western/Japanese/Korean/Indonesian restaurants and whatsoever. so yeah, our stomachs were definitely grumbling, and it was one more period to recess!
because by the time we were dismissed after SS for recess (say it, it rhymes), i'd already bought my food (duh, the queues were ultra short) when Shirley came over complaining that she didn't know what to eat because i went on and on about food, glorious food! haha, and of course, by then the queues has grown longer.
Maths again after that. whoohoo, transformation :D bringing colour pencils to school tmr, sharing with Dolly, so that we can differentiate between the various types of figures (or whatever you call them).
Chemistry after school was fine. finally starting new topic (not a revision of last year's) after 2416587 years. lots of homework for Chem man. TYS + theory workbook. whoohoo, we have a Chem TYS :D
went home after that with Dolly & Kelly. man, i didn't realise my dad was working half-day and i had to rock the bus home. when dad comes home from his jog, picking mom up for dinner.
my left eye is horribly red. and i think it's getting redder by the minute. man, this sucks luh. i think a sore eye is coming up soon enough. whalao, first month of school and already so many problems. damn freaking irritating D:
Let It Shine has already started. ARGH!
19:06
those few subjects, how on earth can school be exciting. especially on a Monday. double Physics was a total killer. who in the world feels bored by 930am. gosh, it was like experiments as usual. converging lenses, be thrilled!
sat out PE. but man, touch rugby :D
Maths was okay, it feels good being back on track with the rest (: Maths after recess again. man, she did Amaths both period, and she's giving a test tmr on cumulative frequency graphs. ew, boring!
double English, double boring! had to present speech. whalao, we just had to be group 1. perhaps it does suck to be seated next to the door. but i love that seat :D okay, to a large extent.
off to Harbourfront first. made my name thingy. haha, made one for Dolly & Zhi Hui for christmas. so yeah, i went to make one for myself. but haha, mine only states YJ + heart shape. yeah well, i was tight on budget alrights. off to VivoCity's Sembawang. and dammit luh, i didn't manage to buy both CDs okay, only bought Rain's World. cos i was so persistent about one with the DVD, so i could watch the MVs. and whalao, haha, i bought the Special Edition one instead. but haha, it's special edition man :D so yes, i paid the same price as It's Raining. but it's okay, i shall buy Eternal Rain another day then. but yes, i'll buy it in the next week or so. hopefully by Sunday man. whoohoo, i'm not a big fan of Rain la, but like, i just like it. and it's damn unexplainable.
it's 7pm, i'm off. i can't miss another episode of Let It Shine.
19:01
annabelle: haha, i didn't know it was actually so long.
if a free ticket would fall from the sky, then yes, i would love to attend Rain's concert. but whatever, if i don't, then it's okay, it makes no difference la.
had breakfast at home before heading to church. i suppose church was okay, cellgroup and all. went home after that, and mom cooked dinner. man, the food today was actually pretty good xD maths homework is making me go crazy. it's been like an overload of homework, i think i'm about to go nuts.
school tmr. double physics, double english. man, it's going to be boring. after school plans are still unclear.
man, house practice on thursday, damn irritating luh.
friday there's some meeting stuff. but i'm not even sure if i'll be there for sanctification week. like duh, it's all the way in TC la. i may just turn up on saturday only la. but friday meeting? aw shucks, i'm not sure. it's after cca and all, and i wonder, are there others going? haha, maybe i'll go then. man, that was ridiculous.
i'll look at the coming week positively, surrendering all to God. but yeah, i can't wait for it to end. and everytime the weekend draws nearer, it means more time wasted not revising for coming Os.
the post-secondary life seems enthralling. i want to go to work, i can earn at least a thousand bucks luh. and haha, by then, i can go buy my own stuff. whoohoo, damn exciting. i think the money would disappear as quickly as it comes.
23:14
lets blog about today, before i move on towards the more emo-fying stuff. haiya, a pretty boring day. woke up at 11am, watched MTV. like so totally amazing man, Rain :D haha, i'm like so not a fan luh. i just don't want to be. but you know, can't help it. and the rest is history.
a random fact, i love sugar coated biscuits and could survive on them alone. but obviously, it's just a statement made, which is so not realistic. everyone needs a healthy, balanced diet. yeah, i learnt that in CME -.-
and the rest are random thoughts of the last 24 hours.
i think i can be considered as good as dead for Physics this year. i mean, sure, the lessons are always a bore. practicals are needless to say. but when you're looking especially at an OL, it makes everything far much worse. anyway, craps aside. this year, i believe i have to do the Physics on my own. it shall be my own self-accomplishment; self-taught learning. and who knows, maybe i'll do well for Os and move on to be a Physics tutor xD okay, thinking way too far. i do'nt have a vivid imagination, but i tend to think too far. hahah, duh. it's good to think ahead. but yes, cross the bridge when you get there. right now, i'm probably 1343545578 miles away from my logic brain. Physics shall be my focus this year. if not i think i'm doomed to fail. hoping to use these 6 subjects for L1R5: English, Emath, Amath, Combined Humanities, Physics, Chemistry. Chinese is hopeless, but i will try. i'm not too confident about History, you see.
i had a weird dream on thursday night, i don't wish to elaborate any further.
mom wants to change the mattresses of the house. hence, i'm getting an upgrade of my bed. super single, here i come. and i wanna pick my own bed frame and sheets :D man, who knew new furniture could be so exciting, haha.
this is a rant.
i detest reliefs. damn irritating. especially those who think they're actually qualified teachers, when they are so not. you're just 19 this year, so don't think you're all that. you were jsut like us, where you tripled or not. so yes, i believe that technicall English is of course more important that SS. what dumb question was that. if you fail English, you can't get into a JC, let alone anywhere in life. if you don't do well for CH, at least you can just choose not to use that subject in the calculation of the L1R5. maybe you forgot, we take two humanities subjects, unlike some smart ass triplers. perhaps you forgot that the combination classes have been switched around? whatever, i don't freaking care about what smart ass triplers think. you can send your sorry butt out the door, if not i'll kick it for you, thank you very much. times have change, you so have to move on. and where's your sense of punctuality, you call yourself a teacher? as much as i hate flamers and their flaming, i wouldn't want to consider this a flame. i say this is great abhoration. after the A-level results are out, i hope i don't need to see your face ever again, permanently.
is it me, or do all the guys wanna join the air force or be a pilot or something. but haha, i suppose it'll be pretty cool to be a pilot. hm, perhaps Aerospace Technology would be a good propective. man, the xtra hyper guide from NP is like damn helpful luh. i've got 3 diplomas that i'm pretty interested in. so right now, i think i wanna go Poly. but let's see what the results bring in first.
i was looking at my OBS certificate earlier today. "bound for discovery, changed for life" yeah man, that was what the bottom of the cert said. and well, it's 100% true. it brings you back to basics, and lets you appreciate what you have now. it felt as if i've gained a new perspective of life, and i'm loving it (:
i looked back at my option form for secondary schools back in primary six. in order, STC, Clementi Town, Gan Eng Seng, New Town, Crescent, Queensway. i suppose my mom was damn confident with STC, because the next one that i was eligible for was actually New Town. and if i ended up there, i cannot bear to imagine how different i would be, especially when i'm facing my primary school enemy xD but yeah, most of the schools were around the redhill, tiong bahru area. and man, i live in clementi. how convenient.
to me, when one passes away peacefully, it's because he has lived his life to the fullest and moves on contentedly. having accomplished every single deed and experiencing life's wonders. and on the other hand, the young ones live on, curious to know about tmr and what suprises it would bring with it; what you'll be like when you grow up and the future. since the future remains a mystery until in arrives. you're kept in suspense, having the strong will power to fight and live on. that's why life isn't lived to the fullest it can be, yet. to me, life is a mystery. everyday brings new problems and new wonders. everyday writes a new chapter in your book of life. everyday unlocks a new mystery waiting to be uncovered and unraveled. but by placing your faith in God and believing in Him that all will go well, you cast that fear aside and live each day, carefree. marvel at God's creation, tmr is God'd creation, be thankful that you live.
remember the cat that frequently visits? yeah, my dad & i named it. it's called Daniel Soh Yi Jing. haha, damn lame.
alrights, it's been a night of random thoughts. i've got better stuff to do now.
church tmr, i'm looking forward (: i'm in need of something different, i'm searching for that zest to bring my life back to normal. okay, fine. maybe i'm just PMS-ing :/
having garlic bread for lunch tmr, i think.
23:16
jocelyn: haha, no la. i just came across lame-o stuff while browsing through YouTube.
nothing much yesterday, finally caught up on maths during tuition.
today's a boring day. Friday's lessons are so shit boring. SS was damn irritating luh. i could just box . in the face luh, bloody hell.
Ngee Ann Poly visit after that. TE2, hm. with leaders, atlantis and jonathan. man, i suppose it was okay. but yeah, the stuff given out were pretty helpful. and seriously, i don't mind going poly la. a diploma in banking & financial services :D or perhaps engineering, who knows. engineering; electronics and computer engineering. haha, i have a feeling i'm pretty interested in poly. but lets aim JC first okay, haha. dammit, i'm like damn confused, and i don't wanna think about it. lets wait for prelims and see from there. man, i really don't know. but yeah, i think i'll end up in Ngee Ann luh. haha, i'll shut up now.
stuck around after being dismissed to do a walk-through of the cca booths. stuck around even more for the PSS2 winners -.- man, i've never stoned so long in my life. but haha, at least i can go tell people that i've 'met' the top two of each gender -.-
went Clementi central after that for dinner, bought sweet talk and Dolly & i walked back to West Coast.
nothing tmr, i'm in need of a good rest. and i still have loads of homework to settle man -.-
i need the yearbook
but man, i give up, for now.
21:48
man, this is gonna be so random.
but i miss the old days. back when i could be actually called young. you know, the times when we were still young toddlers watching kiddy shows like Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle and Power Rangers? man, i miss Captain Planet so much luh :D wind, water, earth, fire, heart :D man, i wish they'll bring back the old shows. especially those on Nick luh. and haha, i miss the Looney Tunes ones especially. i mean, sure you can still find them on Cartoon Network, but quite rarely. and the baby ones are cute, but there's no originality. i wish i could always be a kid in the ancient days of the mid 90s, watching kiddy shows. but trust me, i don't miss Barney. BJ and Baby Bop, i always found irritating. and of course, i loved the 'I Love You' song :D but yeah, that was before i found the new improvised version where it ends with 'no more purple dinosaur'.
sigh, when you grow up, things change. and it's kinda sad to see everything just disappear like that. do reruns man, if the babies don't appreciate, i'm sure the big kids would.
perhaps sweet sixteen wouldn't be so entirely sweet. yeah, it's another bittersweet year. man, the big 16 is like a bittersweet year luh. how incredible.
it's annoying, that i'm using bigger words like incredible. haha, Os are coming, lemme act slightly cheemer until Nov alrights. whoohoo! :D
18:38
i was hoping to return home to at least a few pieces of what's left of the loaf of bread, but apparently there seems to be none. so my dream of a ham & cheese sandwich with a dash of parsley has been dashed. this is such a sad, sad situation. i better go find something to munch on later. maybe the erratic weather was the cause of my fever. haha, it's possible.
it was back to school today, throat's feeling damn horrible though. i can't swallow solid food actually. last night's dinner was a total torture. i took like, 45 mins to complete it.
Marcella & i had History test first thing today. i guess we both didn't turn up in school yesterday. man, i think i can pass la. dammit, the graphic organiser is like damn horrible la. i got the simple ones right. and man, it's counted in CA luh. so dammit, i'm prepared to do.. adequately alright.
Maths was total terror, i'm lagging way behind and i'm feeling horribly lost in class. inverse functions is long gone and taught and i'm sitting there like a blur soul, pretending that i understand everything. quartiles & percentiles can just go die for now while i try to catch up on the cumulative frequency stuff. dammit, i'm horribly blur la. strangely awaiting Maths tuition tmr night. only then will my saviour arrive (i'm speaking about it, mathematically, not biblicaly please) so right now, whatsoever Maths homework is on hold and i'll settle it tmr night. and i have to submit a letter to not drop Amaths, even thought i passed. like whalao, borderline pass also cannot. really must write meh -.-
Chinese mock was at least a pass x)
recess was simple non-oily and non-deep fried food, just like the doctor ordered. man, it sucks when you go back to school unable to eat these types of food on a Wednesday. it's fried food day man. or bluntly put, unhealthy day xD
Physics after break was horrendous. i've had plenty of catching up of sleep during the two days MC, but that period, i couldn't stand. i just felt so dead bored. man, it was like a torture chamber, haha.
homed after that with Clasandra.
lesson learnt: you should never fall sick or even try to pon school. one day, and you miss so much. two days, you miss too much that you'll be falling out of line and lagging behind. plus, your homework load just piles up and up to the sky. and i've got a whole lot of paper work to do too.
i wasn't exactly in the right frame of mind today, i wasn't exactly thinking straight la. forget the lessons, saying nonsensical things of rubbish that makes no absolute sense. so yeah, maybe the fever has heated up my brain so much that it has killed numerous brain cells.
i dread taking 97 home, especially when you're alone. but when you really need the loo urgently, it's another sad story. haha, perhaps today is full of sad stories. oh, so not funny.
hopefully going Vivo tmr to buy Rain :D man, i feel like some big shot fan, which i'm so totally not. but i'm just addicted, some way, some how. so yes, i'm so totally buying, which means i'm about to flush $40 down the toilet for cashing in my money on Rain. do you know how ridiculous it is? i used to be so anti-Rain, but there's something about him. something, strange (in a good way)
and Ngee Ann Poly open house on Friday, whoohoo! :D
damn, stomach's growling
17:08
i'm not a person who would regularly use iwebmusic, but i don't know anywhere else to find the song. so haha, if your IE closes abruptly, not my fault kay, hahah.
i'm sorry i'm a fan luh.
21:45
didn't managed to go school once again. fever in the morning, was pretty high if you'd ask me. i could sense it in my dad's reaction. was up at around 11+, i actually managed some homework. but after that, a headache came and now i'm feeling feverish once again.
watched quite a lot of tv today, haha. watched Let It Shine's debut today. haha, i think it's pretty cool. man, artistes who hold a horrible personality on tv often earns the disgust of many viewers. haha, in my point of view at least.
Renfred! <3
i should be back in school tmr la, haha. hopefully Cizhen lends me u-weekly. haha, Rain's on the cover, you know x) and whoohoo, going for Ngee Ann Poly open house on Friday. dream come true man!
okay, my mind's not back in blogging zone yet. having headaches, neckaches and toothaches. i know, what the hell right. but whatsoever, i need to go back to school and get all high. i miss my friends man ):
i don't like self-proclaimers
and i don't like the new pe shorts, i realised that they're damn uncomfortable
21:27
didn't go school today, fever. last night, it felt as if my aircon wasn't on and i was wrapped in blanket. that stuffy uncomfortable feeling was killing me. plus, i have a sore throat, which is the most horrible of horrids.
haiya, i've got nothing to say la. i'm feeling damn horrible right now la, so go away :/
17:51
Monday :DD i'm so not going to have Monday blues man. Rain's other two CDs, here i come :D
rain is coming down through the rooftop ;D
16:15
shirley: whoohoo, your com's finally working. oh yes, i'm supposed to lend you the disc. hurr, RAIN :D
as of yesterday, It's Raining and Jiun Eolgul have been listened to 53 and 51 times respectively. like gosh, i only uploaded the songs on Tuesday la. haha, it's far much more than Daddy's Little Girl or When You're Looking Like that, which is 24 and 21 times respectively.
rained the whole day yesterday. strangely, people apply stuff the learn during PC and CME. they start using phrases such as 'balanced life' and 'win-win situation'. if heard, it sends the whole class laughing. these few Physics lessons, it feels as if we don't do anything. experiments and practical stuff doesn't get you anywhere. you've gotta know some theory too, even though application is important. double Chinese was a total bore, slept a period away, it was some presentation thing. asked Sandra to wake me when he's going through the format for formal letter. Chem was pretty okay. of course, it scared the shit out of me when she made everybody stand and give a test. but whalao, she only asked like 3 people. Chinese mock after that was pretty okay, i suppose. he said it's not required to write a long and draggy essay with full details, so mine was less than two pages, inclusive of all the addresses and stuff. i completed it in 25 mins la, slept the rest away. bell rang at 2pm, and i left.
training was whatever.
went Kelly's place to bathe and went for Jiarong's birthday. haha, it was pretty cool la. Dad picked me up from Kelly's place after that.
planning to complete my homework today, haha. yeah, planning.
church tmr, meeting Kelly for lunch. yeah, i think i better complete my homework before that luh.
14:41
school was pretty okay today. PE was OMG. shorts were totally wet, and the back of the shirt was red :/ haha, even the track colour will run. remainder of the day was pretty stone. double chem with no teacher. haha, nearly completed half of my amaths homework. i could have completed if the relief didn't come in after 1 period. whalao, damn irritating luh. in the end, didn't even need to hand in the work that was supposedly required to hand in next lesson. freak la. came home, had cup noodles. was supposed to do essay after that. but the bed was oh-so tempting. so i thought maybe i should just lie down, for a while. switched on the fan, and tucked myself under the blanket. next minute, i fell asleep for 1.5 hour x) woke up to the phone ringing luh, dammit. did my essay, progress ain't easy. dad worked morning shift today, so picked mom up and went IMM for dinner.
school, the dreaded training, jr's birthday dinner. yeah, it's going to be a longgg day. dad's picking me up from kelly's place after that. i can't wait to sleep, shall be off in a while. haha, been really tired ever since school started.
100 sms, 2 weeks. i can't survive.
RAIN:D
float like a butterfly, sting like a bee
damn it, i'm obsessed -.-
22:56
kellylow: so totally need one, hire one for me la :D
school was pretty draggy today. and duh, i was suffering from Rain withdrawal symptoms when i couldn't listen to it in school. there was supposed to be a double Physics lesson. but don't know what happen la, i was so freaking annoyed can. anyway, new locker :D haiya, good and bad i suppose :/ i'm gonna miss you #365, you've been a great help these two years and one week. aw man, i'm emotionally attached to my locker ):
CCA was whatever, i don't want to talk about it.
back to normal typing, it's so much easier.
i want Rain's other albums. and yikes la, i'm going so totally insane already alrights. seriously, i can't wait for the weekend. jiarong's birthday :D
i didn't plan on using the com today la. but like, i had to send stuff to teachers. and whalao, i've got an essay to write la, and poetry. ew, i better get it done quickly.
22:05
It's been gloomy the whole day. Kicked of the morning with a discipline talk, you have gotta be kidding me. It was boring laaa. Maths after that was -.- I just felt damn irritated with everything. Lit was sorta boring, but it was pretty fun when you try to intepret poems together with a friend (: Went for SS after that. Aw man, new seating arrangments. Chiong-ed down for recess and the canteen was empty :D Haha, like damn kiasu la. Went for Maths after that. Now this time, it was high high high! I don't know, but Dolly and I laughed about every single thing. Like I don't know, some stuff were totally random. Chinese was pretty boring, Mr Wong went about his story telling about how one should have gracious manners and stuff. Group work with Stephanie, Zhi Hui and Sandra about smoking. We have a presentation to do next lesson. And what the hell, next lesson is like tmr -.- English after that was, fine. We have an essay to write due on Friday :/ Progress is like such a vague word, it's not gonna be easy. Chem immediately after school. Well, supposedly la. Mrs Lim forgot that class was supposed to start at 2pm. So yeah, we got released slightly earlier, even though she came at 230pm.
Bus stop had annoying Radin Mas kids D:
Went VivoCity after that with Dolly, to look at Rain's CD. Sembawang is a so much better place. And haha, I didn't know such a place existed there. Vivo was suprisingly deserted la. It was like pretty empty, you know. And not a single blue uniform in sight, which is relatively strange. Perhaps Town's back in business, lol. There were all four different albums -.- But I only plan on buying 3 of them. So yes, I'm prepared to starve and save $34 to buy the remaining two albums. Like I really, really want it. It's as if he has some attractive force or something. Hoho, my mind's set, and I'm so totally buying the rest :D
Took 143 home after that, and I was pretty high on the bus. Haha, It's Raining is like damn hot luh. Whoohoo!
Physics remediation after school tmr. And like, the lesson after break is Physics. So technically, it's like double Physics -.- And like what the hell, why can't she call it extra lesson or remedial. So cheem for what, remediation. Like haha, i'm prepared for extra classes everyday :/
Training after that, and whalao, it's gonna be a damn long day tmr. By the time I get home it's 7pm. And I don't want to go home with the crowd and stuff. You get squashed like a bumblebee la. Tsk, I'll just take whichever bus that comes first.
I'm pretty sleepy, perhaps I shall go take a nap. Continue with homework tonight.
And as you can see, I'm trying out to see if I can make it if I type properly. But, it took me ages and ages to type, type, type.
IT'S RAINING :D
17:48
first day of second week. haha, i realised we only have like 3 subjects today, and all double periods, PE's not counted la. Physics was pretty boring, but it was okay la. PE was okay, took height and weight. Mr Francis is like -.- he added 0.5kg into my actual weight, and messed up my hair while taking height. uh, like whatever la, haha. recess and Amaths test after that. oh man, that's like so screwed up la. i didn't know my log and stupid rationalisations. if not i can handle it all la, more or less. some i just didn't know how to figure out the answer. i felt as if i was under immense stress. it's like a do or die situation. fail the test and you drop the subject. sigh :/ double English after that, it was okay lor.
i want Rain's It's Raining album. like omg, i'm a new fan or Rain. haha, if it wasn't for Shirley's new phone having Rain's song luh. hurr, RAIN :D man, i'm going psycho again.
tmr's another slacker day of school.
shall go bathe now, then homework and studying and tuition later in the evening.
16:27
so we still have first 3 months, i'm 100% sure. WHOOHOO!
22:43
last night, watched Underworld. it's rather intense. haha, yeah right. but like, it's a pretty cool show. during one of the ads, i remember i arm wrestled my dad. and like duh, of course i lost la.
only last night did it hit me that this year i'm turning sweet, sweet sixteen. which means, sweet NC-16 movies :D cos like, Underworld's NC-16 what. haha, when's Evolution coming around on 5? that'll be nice to watch. slept at about 3am, my diary got a facelift :D
woke up when my alarm rang this morning at 11am -.- i didn't really get out of bed until 1120 la, haha. bathed and had a cookie before i left the house. i was reluctant la, was watching Peter Pan 2 on Disney again. "faith, trust and pixie dust" :D
reached church pretty much on time, shortly after gates opened. i realised, when you pay attention during service you actually remember stuff. like today, cos i was supposed to be on sermon duty, i paid attention, and i actually know what Ps said :D LBPT was PWPT/WPPT today, switched around the shirts halfway through service.
cellgroup after that was pretty okay. once again, when you're a secretary, you have to pay attention, so i actually know what's going on.
stuck around with Joyce after service and had takoyaki. i don't get it, the original name is Octopus Ball, but then they have different fillings -.- haha, whatever man. i had Takoyaki the first time in Japan. haha, duhhh.
after that took the train home with Joyce and yeah, waited quite a while for the bus but not as long. 196 today :D
GLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORIA In Excelsis Deo
haha, i just heard this from the tv. dad's watching Catch Me If You Can. hurr, Leonardo :D
okay, yeah. i'm not supposed to be using the computer la. i'm supposed to be doing my English compre, studying for tmr's Amath test and hopefully doing my Lit homework. i've got tuition tmr at 7pm, and i don't know la. man, i feel as if i don't have time.
hm, i remember jiarong's prayer for me before worship during service today, and it included the words "an emotional girl". oh well, at least it's good that someone knows. hurr.
plans for the second week of school
Monday: amaths test, tuition
Wednesday: training
Friday: trainings, Jiarong's birthday party :D
man, it seems so far yet so near. i'm planning to get off the com in 10 mins time :/ so much to do, so little time. dang!
20:43
jocelyn: haha, my cbox doesn't support html codes. ehh, why ah?
woke up slightly before my alarm rang, bathed and went to meet Kelly at City Hall. shoppped around at Raffles City. ooh, Crumpler. tempting, but not sure yet, it's rather unaffordable. so yeah, bought presents already and went Sushi Tei for lunch :D Sashimi! dang, i should have had Sukiyaki and Sukiyaki alone. then went City Link, looked at shoes, Peishi came and went TCC. Joyce came soon after, and then Jiarong came. so yeah, we talked, and i'm having deja vu right now :/ haha, okay. then talked about stuff and after that looked at shoes again and went home. waited freaking long at Commonwealth for 196/198 and i was actually beginning to think that those buses didn't travel by there anymore. but 198 came la, soon after. so yes, i feel that patience will be rewarded (:
church tmr. and here's my new outlook on the year. last time, everyone looks forward to Sundays. but then, i don't know. Sundays are going to be another bittersweet experience. because every Sunday that approaches is another week closer to O Levels. haha, that's the only letter that's in my head right now until probably when it arrives. but i don't get it, if Prelims come first, how come the only thing that everyone bothers about is Os? like, Prelims are 49% important. but yeah, it's going to be a busy year and i'm prepared.
i think the soccer positions that one play can be applied to the world we live in, like reality. it's like, you treat one's life like a soccer match. except you alone, play all positions. for example, you're a striker, and you have an aim in life that you want to achieve, and you sometimes get a 'strike' and reach your goal, and sometimes you miss. or like being a goalkeeper, except you keep goals. so you bear in mind your goals and keep them and make sure you accomplish them.
so yeah, that's about it.
until then..
18:56
wow, impressive, i totally didn't use the computer yesterday.
nothing much la, came home considerably early and slept the whole afternoon away before getting started on work after dinner. completed all homework issued that day even though not due the next day and then went to sleep around one again. waking up at 635, i still can't, i'm still -stoned-.
so today, school was pretty okay la. cca booth set up was pretty last minute preps and i think it went pretty well (: at least there were people who were interested to join the cca :D and well, the teachers seemed on a pretty happy note, at least most bothered to turn up and see how we're doing. double period of Chinese today. and oh gosh, i'm so glad i actually stayed awake and paid attention :D
damn, lotsa homework for the weekend. and there's Lit homework. and gosh, it's poetry. haha, i read the prosepoem and i didn't understand a thing. it's like so cheem, and so not related to poetry la. but whatever, i have to write an essay on that.
i love the history textbook :D no matter, if it's a sec 3 book, but i love the textbook :D not the workbook, cos it has a big '3' there, which is so totally obscene -.- it's still not in my head, i'm sec 4. gosh, i'm under stress la. great, great stress. imagine come July, that's when the teachers say you'll start to freak. i wish Dolly was here, she'd shut me up.
sigh, it's barely even one month into school reopen and i'm frantically studying. imagine when the Os are nearing. i'll probably study intil i suffer a mental breakdown man. but the stress is, rather enjoyable. actually, i never knew what stress was really like until i stepped into Mrs Lim's Chem class. oh gosh, it's just stressful. she talks like a bullet train, but to the extent that you can still understand but it feels as if she's pressurising you. and suddenly, everything comes to light in Chem. it's like stuff Mr Chem Tan didn't teach last year, she teaches it extremely well. like how non-metals are negatively charged ions and metals are postively charged ions. haha, i supposed Mr Chem Tan might have mentioned it sometime somewhere, but it never really got into my head, until this year. hoho, i'm looking forward to Chem lessons. last year, i liked Chem. this year, i love Chem (: haha, i think.
whalao, change of timetables again -.- but i love timetables :D haha, weirdo, i know.
22:24
i know how i'm not supposed to be here right now, but i can't help it la. as in, kelly told me stuff, so duh, i had to go look for the stuff, then i continued on and on, and now i'm like, stuck cos dad says he'll call me after work in case i need to open the gate for him. dumb rain, it's like pouring luh -.- so whatever la, i thought maybe i could sleep early. and i'm supposed to be studying maths right now. i've only gone past indices -.-
22:42
"ashes to ashes, dust to dust, O levels are coming, so study we must"
dad came back from golf in malaysia with loads of fruits :D haha, i don't know why i seem so happy luh -.- haha, okay, whatever. then after that, went out for dinner and bought alarm clocks. so haha, now my house has three alarm clocks in total, everyone has one. my mom has a yellow & green one. okay, i love the colours, but yellow & green, it's so Brazil la. have one in black, red & gold i don't mind (: so my dad has a white & blue one, and i have a grey & white one. mom didn't want that clock because it had a black face -.-
slept exceptionally early yesterday. i could have slept earlier la, but i was busy playing Rally 3D on my phone, hurr. so slept like slightly after midnight. woke up at 330am for some unknown reason la.
so yeah, first day of school. i have absolutely no comment, and still am in denial. the rumours of 4A's form teacher ended up true, and the rest of the subject teachers were pretty expected. it's back to the normal timetable tmr. sigh, aw man, i can't believe i'm already back in school and holidays are over -.- i remember saying during FT that i wished the holidays would faster come, when they've barely just ended. and when the holidays faster come, means the big O would hurry too. aw, this totally sucks la. and i remember Dolly said during maths, "1 x 1 = 2" hahaha, that was hilarious. and then during PC, Cizhen, Dolly & I were wondering what the lead female characater's name in It Started With A Kiss was, that was funny. okay la, whatever. chem after lunch, sigh.
it's only the first day of school and all the teachers talk about it Os. they place great, great emphasis on the big O. every single lesson i'd been to today, not once did they fail to mention the Os, or something related to it -.- aw man, it like totally sucks. and apparently, today and forever more til my prelim results are out, i'll be non-stop mentioning about JCs/Polys and whatsoever bugging Dolly a great lot. haha, i've been bugging her to go TP Open House. i don't even know why i want to go -.- yeah, it's gonna be not stop chatter about the life after Os. right now, we've already started planning on where to go and what to do after Os -.-
i'm gonna start studying already, amaths test on friday what. so yeah, starting work at 6pm promptly. hopefully my mom doesn't go for 1728 meeting, if not i'll just die. like duh, with no parent at home, i doubt i'll ever study. sigh, maybe i need study sessions with study groups. but like, i don't think it'll ever happen. i can't study with friends, and i can't study alone. hm, i think the Sunday mornings before church shall be spent studying when the time comes. haha, it shall resume again. but i don't know if it'll be Airport or Expo la. either or, it's gotta be condusive. fine, i shall shut up and go study -.- it's first day of school, please mind my motivated-ness. but hopefully it'll last all the way. i have a goal to achieve.
16:52
whoohoo, stcrc slideshow completed :D but like, i don't even know if i'd actually end up using it -.- okay, whatsoever, it's only 12 hours away before i step foot into school again. aw damn it, the same old shit again.
so yeah, that's about it. this year isn't exactly looking bright, but it'll be fine. i just know it.
and i never though Picasa2 could come in handy. like for actual use, and not crap loads of unneccessary editing of photos for personal enjoyment. lol.
19:11
oh man, school starts like tmr. the not-so-good old days are back. the mornings of 625am when the alarm goes off and my dad needing to drag me out of bed. the cup of milo for breakfast. the car rides to school where i get my extra sleep. and the good old foyer before school starts. at least morning assembly is back to usual, near the canteen. i still miss the old system. i wonder where 4A is supposed to be. but whatsoever, 4 St. Anne, here i come :/ sec fours, sec fours, i can't wait for prelims and Os to be overrr. Acjc, here i come :D or poly, whatever la, i'm cool with both sides. just work hard, and wait for results to show.
haha, that's what i always say at the start of the year xD
but it's a crucial year, and it'll fly so fast that you wouldn't realise.
went Clementi today, collected the passport photo. it looks nice yet a bit retarded la, haha. and did other neccessary stuff. i shall enjoy my last day of freedom before December arrives announcing real freedom. i'm heading to DBS to work part-time after that. hurr, mommy's work place :D okay okay, i'll cross the bridge when i get there. currently, i'm still far far away. aw man, the stress has arrived, i'm getting the headache.
i wonder how many stress scenarios i'm gonna go through this year. exams & cca are the key ones. and like, what the hell, stress means flu, stomachaches and headaches. ugh, what am i doing, i'm already stressing about getting stressed -.-"
first day of school, here i come
15:44
new year resolutions, i think these make no sense. what are new year resolutions anyway? they're like goals you wanna achieve right? so fine, here's a few, the usual stuff la.
00:08
a new year to start a new you (there was a typo in the previous post) so watch out for a change, baby. so happy new year, resolutions in a while.
Sunday was inexplicably awesome, totally cool and majorly rocking (:
hospitality duty was fine, some guy took my seat, and it had the 'RESERVED' sign on it already.
and i strangely ended up at the tribe meeting, which was okay i suppose. after that, had dinner, changed and painted nails. then headed to expo for the Breakout Party 2007 :D and oh man, long long queues were already forming.
after getting in, we were pretty much in front. and whoohoo, several people sighted in retro and somewhat retro. the party was way awesome, way cool! you can feel the excitement and the party/retro fever that fills the air. and yeah, music was totally rocking. everyone was definitely on a high. i screamed so much over the most trivial things that my voice went hoarse. and then they brought back the old songs that we used to sing, before Hillsong became hip, and Planetshakers. man, the totally cool action songs, i love :D haha, okay, i love actions songs la, hurr. then the countdown came so quickly, that i couldn't believe it was already the new year. stuck around to party some more and uncle jerry sent me home.
isaac & company called along the way. i was one of those people on his disturbing list -.- he & his company talked a whole load of crap that nearly scared the living daylights out of me, and some lecture that was supposed to be inspirational and motivational about setting goals in life. gosh, i'm glad i have the free incoming off peak.
so yes, it was inexplicably awesome, totally cool and majorly rocking (:
so today woke up at 2pm. i slept all the way through from 3am. haha. went Raffles City in the evening. suddenly, i want a pair of Birkenstocks. bought a crop from Mexx. and yeah, that's about it. went AV for dinner, yum (: went supermarket after that. and whalao, they were already playing CNY songs la. and hello, there's like 12 days of christmas, and it's not even over yet. damn it man, i don't fancy CNY, i just don't like it. i know, as weird as it sounds, i don't like CNY.
going Clementi tmr to pick up my passport photo, and do don't know what else la. Dad's going for golf, and oh man, i have homework to complete -.-
and yes, the white blazer, the black shirt and the retro shades, i'll never ever forget.
23:43
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song